GreatSingaporeSale

Much as I havent been able to find a nice top cheap enough for me to want to buy it, or shld i say, a top that makes me wanna buy it altho it's the SG Sale right now, the Sale does have its benefits... especially on the items I've been eyeing for ages. HEH...

only sucky one perhaps is.. WHY THE GLITTERING DUST THINGY@ BODYSHOP STILL SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXPENSIVE!? *sniff* no discount. shant touch it.

and so with all the storewide discounts that i can take advantage off, i bought a liquid eyeliner from Watson and 5 fantasy novels (yes.. those thick ones) - all from The Mallorean Series of David Eddings from MPH, all at 20% discount. I was gonna buy them anyway. The sale merely made it cheaper HEH and so I think i saved $20, nearly $30 bucks? somewhere ard there.

and so i met up with sano for a short few hours over the weekend before trotting off to meet my dear wilson at toa payoh after his work. there were some cosplaying going along in town but i kinda missed it hahaha. rimei was there. me n sano went window shopping around for awhile hehehehe things are too pricey for us. sano digged the pants from british india. it's been quite a long while he eyed those pants. PINK PANKS FROM GUESS AHAHA *grins @ sano* but it's still pricey as ever. i saw this nice shawl like jacket from country road. it's havin 20% discount BUT, original price? 200 odd. sheesh! me n sano slowly made our way out of the shop like defeated pups.

but since i've gotten my novels, i'm contented heh been engrossed in readin them altho i've actually read the whole series twice already. when i walk and eat n am free in some way or another, the bk is by my side ready for reading. well, that excludes the time when wilson is around me heh or he'll probably set my bks ablaze. only read them when i have time to spare. it makes time more bearable when he's not with me too.

i was supposed to have a hair cut n all. all was smoothly decided (note word: decided) upon that i'm gonna get a haircut n rebond last week. THEN i hear the news that the hairstylist i always go to is on leave. normally she's off on tuesday. it just so happens she's takin leave on that very weekend. BAH.

ah yes. here goes the piccy of the day.


"Reserved" - AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *rolls on the flr and laugh till i get cramps*


"EEE PIMPLE!!!" - words from Sano *snickers*

randomly took this pic with sano when i'm in the mrt, on my way to meet my dearest wilson after his work. ^__^

hm on a more serious note on the thoughts i have.

It has always been within my awareness actually. but now i somehow think it's more bad than good. hm. i've always sorta, been known by ppl who are close to me, to be someone who very much dun take things for granted. i kinda appreciate what i have and is more than often contented. that of course, i dun see anything wrong with it. what i feel out of place about.. is the fact that this characteristic of mine, is largely due to me being someone who principally lives for the present.

i constantly monitoring wad goes on daily.. perhaps that contributes to why i'm never feeling the same as the day before. i have to go thro the daily self-reassurance and self-motivation tat the day will be fine and those who loves me still loves me. it's tiring. damn tiring. paranoia and insecurity creeps in more often than normal people would feel i guess? i'm nt sure. on the contrary, i'm therefore also very sure of my everyday feeling and being very 'up-to-date' about my currently condition with regards to several issues.

if not taken too seriously, this normally wouldnt affect me much nor anybody. but since i'm someone who, more than often, thinks too much and is capable of being highly emotional shld i choose to be so. or perhaps if i were to be in a moodswing. things may just blow out of proportion.

paranoia is slowly creeping in. i'm only praying hard that i've learnt my lesson and do not repeat it. by havin my paranoia consume me and and allowing myself to once again sink into depression and wallow in self-pity and the need to be sad in order to match what i feel which i've come to realise, is nothing but a waste of time on such absurbity.

when something is of great value to me, it's only normal for me to fear losing it. haha suddenly remembering the movie Star Wars, Return of the Sith. I empathise with Anakin Skywalker. His fear for losing his wife turns kinda obsessive due to the past where he lost his mother. fear gripped his neck so tightly it can become almost suffocating. I too.. probably would've sinked into his state.. and do what he did. It can drive one into absolute desperation.

bearing in mind my tendency to fall into the extreme, let me be strong enough to have the determination and self-control in this matter.

now, it's about less than 2 hrs before end of work.
about to give my dear a wake up call in another 13minutes time.
can already start imagining myself being in his arms and be hugged.
blissful enough for me. *winks*